umm... have i actually expended on my good luck..?

earlier on, i was trying to sell my cali gym mship.. den 1 offer came along.. but i thot of holding it for better offers... in the end, tat offer blew off, n now i'm trying hard to find other offers..

den now... the job offers.. it's so tiring...

now i even wonder if i'm getting into a state of depression.. as the direction of my career is not wat i'm looking forward to.. hope things get better..