haizz... i tink.. over the 2 mths tat my bro was around in my hse, i din really have the chance to tok to my mum.. end up.. forgot how to communicate properly wif her.. a lot of argument cld have been avoided.. but i somehow chose to bomb her wif logic and reasoning.. haizz

anyway.. here's another fun song to hit @ ktv!!


i thot it's another song newly released by her.. but after doing research, i den realised i'm OUTDATED again... it's released in 2007!!

i gonna get a macbook tis sitex.. hope cn get instalment paying... if nt, DARN siong..

den... my internet contract expiring in jan 2010!!! hope can get a gd deal wif macbook n starhub..

in the upcoming sitex, i intend to purchase a mac lappie..

any suggestions?

cos.. i m very likely to be in front of the living room tv watching hk drama wif mummy.. wanna do my online stuff while i watching.. thus, lappie needed.

n i wanna get away from windows.. i'm still having the windows on my pc, but jus wnana have a mac laptop..

den.. oso maybe upgrade to WIFI at home..

i'm not looking for those high-end lappie.. more of normal use.. like surf net, watch youtube, download n watch video.. n oso the need to store files into external HDD. not exactly a gamer, but like to play flash games..

I'm really following this drama religiously now..

i like it for its out-of-the-world storylines. of cos, that is what makes it stand out. the scientific story lines

den, there's this episode which i find worth a mention.

personA created a time machine.. which can bring ppl from diff timelines to his own.. n vice versa. wif it, he xferred a guy (who is a serial killer in tat timeline) and another (who is abt to gun himself down) to his own.. both transferrees r supposed to help the personA in the current timeline.

but.. they both end up doing their own stuff..

in the end, when it's time to send them back to their timelines, one of them sabotaged the system, resulting in the serial killer going to the gunning down timeline, and personA returning to the serial killer timeline. both died, of cos. leaving the 3rd person in the presumably best timeline...

haha.. i like tis kinda very imaginative stories!

sianzz... cannot edit posts.. can oni post new ones..

anyway, update on the vegetarian meal..

for the whole morn, been mucho in a daze.

den.. after a meeting, i have kinda gained back my self... lol

tummy is growling... :P

i ate vegetarian again ytd..

i din feel tat bad, compared to my last intake. it seems tat, i'm getting more used to it?

lol... den.. due to unknown reason, i felt weak again.. rite after a show finished at 10pm, i laid on bed.. din manage to sleep til almost 12am.. but no wish to get up in the meantime at all.

now at work, but still a bit blur blur lidat..

heard amei songs on radio tis morn... i felt soo bad... cos i oni sang a couple of her songs at the ktv in end oct..

haizz... hope to have another ktv soon.. wif all her songs!!

now tat i'm trying to stay home to.. re-estab my financial nest.. nid to find things to keep myself occupied.. den realise, as i tink n list down the things-to-do, i got 1001 things to do!!!!

i still hate to do financial calculation.... ARGH!!

trying to find a hp plan tat suits my mum's use.. those value-for-money type.. den so sianzz to do the calculation, checking and thinking...

it feels so weird..

after finishing those zi-char meal tat come wif veggie,

sometimes, my mind went completely blank..

sometimes i feel i nid a rest..

sometimes, my face feels very warm..

sometimes i feel an urge to weep within the inner me..

sorry folks.. i'm using email to post to LJ.. once made a post, i duno how to edit tat via email... oni knw how to post new ones..

e earlier post almost a nuisance 1... cos i forgot wat i really wanted to write..

wondering... has my 1 yr of silent service in my prev company made mi lose my gift of the gab? during tat time, i was stuck in the office room alone.. din manage to find ppl who cn click wif mi.. end up, i very silent.. n tat time, i din meet n make new frns..

den now, it seems like, during group chats wif ppl i dunno tat long, i have to decide hwo to speak out my thots.. using proper n lengthy english, short n sweet singlish, n how to have the relevant details included n my words still interesting..

but when i'm online n typing out my thots, it seems so much easier.. haiz

gosh... i'm really writing a lot @ 1 go..

a hard struggle... btwn calling frns out for a chill, but using lotsa $$.. n staying at hme n rot... but saving lotsa $$...

is it due to a diff in age?

ytd, i was telling someone how i felt after watching the mov, My Sister's Keeper. he's 22. a tender age.

he knew it's a tear-jerker, so he din intend to watch it. n wanted mi to share the gist

i was telling abt the emotional side of the movie n y i cld relate so much, tat it almost caused mi to tear..

i was expecting a little chat or probe into the story n some keen interest on how things develop..

but his response was usually an "ooohh"

i do admit tat, when i was younger, i dun feel the emotions of a movie. tat y i wonder.. whether it's really due to the age thing, tat i felt so much for the movie, but he's more of those "oohh" expression..

umm... i'm now on starhub mobile line.. gonna change to singtel in mar 2010... i wanna start using twitter n facebook mobile... arghhh... i feel so LKK in terms of technology!!

all along, when i speak to ppl wif good command of english, i'll... naturally?.. wear a certain accent.. like intonation, emphasis on certain words n syllables, so tat i'll probably sound easier on the ear.

but.. recently, at work, we had a meeting of 6 ppl. 2 r chinese nationals, 2 r indonesians, 3 r locals.

the chinese were the one talking, and they spoke in english so tat every1 can understand.

at tat instant, i immediately felt... 1 of them was trying to speak proper english, wif the proper ending sound of each word like "checK", "lefT", "lesS"... he was trying to ensure the last letter was heard.. n it sounded like "checkER", "leftER", "lessER"..

den e other person.. was like trying hard to speak proper english as well, but well, his china accent clearly is still there..

ie, they're both not native speakers or.. dun speak english tat much.. n when they spoke, it became very obvious...

mayb both wan to show they could speak proper english?

umm... wonder.. when i spoke to my frns in english, did i sound too hard as well...

...

when u r damn pissed wif ur family, but u know, there's no point in arguing over it, u can oni silently swallow it..

u r likely to be disturbed..

wat do u do to balance ur emotions after tat?

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jus caught up wif a long-lost touch frn..

he was giving mi a "lecture" on financial independence..

i somehow seem to find gotten a new goal in life, after landing myself in dire financial status..

i jus saw a new term... 八徵耄念之宝

徵: either zheng (1) or zhi(3)
耄: mao(4)

but it seems 徵 is an older version of 征? i tried finding wif zheng, but my chinese software din gimme the word... wif "zhi" den found it..

but it's used on page B4 of mypaper.sg 6th Nov edition.. which i thot shld be using modern chinese words..